Challenges of Awakening - Living Parables
Excerpt from Wisdom of the Origins Gathering
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The most important confirmation of my self-discovery journey in New Mexico was being treated as a peer at this prestigious gathering. Addressed as Grandmother Gayle I was accepted for the knowledge I brought to the event. We are all unique individuals filled with wisdom that must be shared safely and without judgment.
When I was asked at the conference what was the focus and purpose of revealing my life story in a memoir, I emphatically said “No more secrets!” Step forward and take back your power by allowing yourself the gift of vulnerability. It is through that directive that I take my place as a Rainbow Warrior.
I invite you to join me as I continue my journey of awakening, welcoming other Rainbow Warriors into this new dawn, this new era

​The wound was completely healed. I was able to let go of all the pain and the hatred.
I now had a coherent idea of my souls purpose. It is here to gain knowledge from the lessons that I have arranged for it to learn and to ratify unfinished business (or Karma). I am on this earth to share my accumulation of insights with others and to help them clarify their own soul’s intent. As I continue on my path to self-discovery, I understand that each lesson is my soul’s purpose from my Earth School. I found whom I can trust: the Universe.
I acknowledge that life is just a set of lesson plans for me to transmute, to promote awareness and clarity of my purpose. Reflecting on my first trips into the light, I recall what a profound and exhilarating experience they were.
Opening up to my journeying abilities was a long, slow process of trust, forgiveness and adventure of spirit.

Thrown off the cliff of emotions.
Today a minor incident threw me off the cliff of stability.
Just when one believes they have mastered all the set backs….
Just when life is beginning to slowly open up to new possibilities….
Just when you think your heart is finally mending from all the loses over the years….
A small insignificant incident turns you into a vulnerable blubbering mess of tears and disillusion.
I guess what I am attempting to relay is, life will continue to send you into a spiral of defeat.
It is how you handle it that changes the outcome.

Blessings
Grandmother Gayle Crosmaz

Photo of me at Russel Glacier, Sacred Valley, Greenland. 

Challenges of Awakening - Living Parables
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Typically, I can energetically leave my physical body merely by closing my eyes; using thought visualization, I can project myself to other locations, higher realms or past lives. In fact, departing from my physical existence has always been a safety net for escaping life’s grief and ordeals as leaving the material body is the soul’s way of protecting the innocence of the physical- form from being consciously affected by a trauma.
Traumatic experiences are stored away as unconscious memories; these unconscious memories are memories that cannot easily be accessed through the conscious mind.
Unconscious memory can be stored in the body as cellular memories; cellular memories can later be consciously accessed when it is emotionally safe for the person to do so.
The area of the body that stores the emotional pain or unconscious memory will react as constant physical pain and/or disease.
This, then, is a signal that past issues must be closely examined to heal the disease and/or pain.
An unconscious memory can include cellular memory from current life’s traumas, past-life experiences or parallel realities.
Cellular memory is the complete blueprint of our existence, including past, present, future and other dimensional memories. These memories can take several years of psychotherapy or an experienced energy healer/Shaman performing regression therapy to break through to the source. A tool like regression therapy is a form of guided meditation hypnosis allowing someone to travel back through time, either in their present lifetime or a past life.

Photo taken along the trail to Black Pearl Beach in Iceland.